Im trying my best to not contact WAW but really want to. Just to keep line open . but i do not know what to do just yet. So I will wait till tomorrow. I guess I just feel lonely and just want to be and do things with her. But i guess now is not the time. I hope no one here minds if i just randomly come here to say what i feel. I wish I could go back one year I was in a better place then even with out her.
Some say get meds to get me out of this depression but i really am tired of taking meds for something that is wrong. eating is also not on the list these days, what i had yesterday was a bag of corn.
