T, It is very normal to have highs and lows along the journey. You just happened to stumble across some information that sent you tumbling down just a bit. At some point, you'll need to remind him about withdrawing funds and not advising you of it...but sit quietly for now.
As for the trip he's thinking of going on, I'm like rH, it may never happen. I have learned that the more you agree w/what they want to do, the less likely that they will do it. They are looking for us to fight them tooth and nail on everything. When you let go and drop the rope, things change on their own.
You have a company meeting coming up in June, if you haven't ordered your dress, do so. It's time you did something really nice for yourself and I think the dress will do the trick.
T, it's okey to fall down, but don't stay on the ground too long because we will come along and pick you up and help you continue to move forward, even if you would prefer to stay in the down mode.
It's a new day, new adventures and yes, life is waiting out there for you to come out and play.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
