i sure hope the "sit quietly" thing works. i think it's wht i've been doing. feels "wrong" according to modern american lifestyle demands - doesn'tit? tosit quietly.

we're such an action oriented society. do it- just do it- go eat a pill - have an operation - perform a giant action- have strategy, etc.

wears one out- I AM SITTING QUIETLY here- don't know if i even have hope about it all even still- just waitng.

fingers crossed.

DAWN- THINK THEY'RE RIGHT- IF THIS GUY IS TELLNG YOU IT'S NOT YOU- BELIEVE HIM. he at least knows he's spinnnign out of control- at leasthe's owning his own anger and part in it all.

oh wellh uh???

xxo