Hws - thanks for the support. I feel I tipped off the fence. Never in a millions years did I think I would have those feelings for her. But its not her anymore to me - she is gone.
M: 43 W: 43 Married: 17 Together: 20 BD: 4/8/13 no legal or physical S as of yet 3 kids: S:14 D:13 D:9 W admitted EA: 5/5/13 Mediation started: 6/3/13 W says EA is done: 6/30/13 - still interested in D