Kaffie I am more disappointed, than angry. I slip every now and then. Think of everything we worked for she just throw away. Together we were able to work and get ourselves a home. It is what she always wanted, then this. I do struggle with understanding that. I am not good at detachment, of things I love. I do not hold grudges on people, maybe I need to work on that. Think after this I am going to get a tattoo on my forearm " You cannot rationalize irrational behaviour " so I can also remind myself.
