BANG! Bomb Drop Number Two

[mrtwopointfour]

Alright all, I am a little confused. Reading into things that I shouldn't ,so probably need to vent a bit.

W arrived home this morning. Very happy and talkative, we picked her up from Airport at her request. She was more in-touch whilst away than she was last time. Not all the time, but kept me up to date on what she was doing, which I could not work out whether it was guilt, lies or because she was checking in. All messages ending in a kiss. (odd as she does not do this when not away). I know she checked out late of the hotel, which gave me a bit of a stress and my imagination ran away a little. But again just me drawing conclusions based on nothing.

Has not really said much about her trip away, or mentioned her friend by name who she was supposed to be with, just says it all as 'we' did this 'we' did that. So who is 'we'?

She continues to be how she was before she went, happy, positive, kind towards me, and it feels like we are still the perfect flatmates. Nothing seems to be a problem, if I make a mistake, its fine, before i would have been flagged as the end of the world!

So my confusion is, if she was away with OM, who way back she claimed to love. Why would she be happy when she returns? She always claims she can't stand to be in the house, and last time she went away said she dreaded coming through the door. Surely to spend a weekend away with a 'new love', you would be in tears when you are parted for a few more months, let alone returning to a place you hate. I know when i used to visit her when we first started dating she would cry her eyes out when we parted company.

Why is she being so pleasant now. Its unsettling. And making it hard to stay detached to the point I have. I am falling into a false sense of security and forgetting about the sitch. Its only a matter of time before i mess up, or get BDed again.

I am really confused by all of this.

Could it be that when she is happy, she forgets herself, and that she has been so horrid and wanted to run desperately away. Or is she on a high because its all going her way, and this OM is turning out to be all she wants.

Should I even care - Somebody give me a slap - quick!