So you're saying now's the time to let her have it? heehee!
Well, I used to have some pretty graphic daydreams about that - LOL! Just kidding - maybe
Seriously, as much as she has hurt me, I really don't want to hurt her. I know this is not her fault, and she's dealing with her pain as best she can.
You really are a special man. And you are right, she is doing the best she can. And of course you dont want to hurt her - you love her and you are not having an MLC.