I'm posting here because I am needy. I am sick and when I am sick I want some one to take care of me. Curl up next to me and just be with me, He knows I'm sick and is being kind of a jerk, I am trying not to reach out to him but it is really hard.
He told me he is having a bad day so of course I need to give him his space. I still love him and I miss him,
We did have a good moment Friday but yesterday was bad. I think he might be drinking too much but I cannot tell.
