ME too. I have been such an air head, space cadet, w no memory since BD! What do they really do to us in the end, I see some people here make it out and regain themselves, but who knows about those that don't do well.
My anniversary is coming up June 10th, I think I will take a cue from you and buy myself something nice! You did very well, your right it is/isn't just another day, hopefully one day we can get that straight and be ok!
((())) dm
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!