thank you labug. I am just moving ans like you say the only way to do it now. Thank you for caring. crapy thing is just had someone here at house that is moving in and dropping off boxes talked about my WAW for a sec. you know what more can God put on my plate . I just feel like i need to be committed someplace but dont and will not cause i need my WAW to know she is not winning. hope i said that ok. I know that no one can say at all and not hoping for this but i always think is my WAW having problems or even thinking about me or is it hurting to her as well. or am i just the one messed up in the head and the weak one.

again i just hate this crap and with it was over. I just love her and do not know why she is being the way she is.