Since bday/mothers day weekend she's been throwing me some crumbs along the way. There's been her brushing her body against mine, some phone calls and texts initiated by her and last night she changed clothes in front of me (what a torture so I left the room). I don't trust it because its within the cycle of our sitch. I don't bite on those crumbs like I use to...plus not only that I don't want crumbs anymore I want the whole M!
That being said I know she's still detached.
This time it's different, I'm exploring a lot about LRT, not initiating contact. My one foot is still out the door once the kids get out of school. What I mean is really considering separation. Once separated, will apply full blown LRT, it's for me so I wouldn't know what she's doing, who she's seeing, who's she's EA with...contact will only about kids. I will go my path, and I will let her go hers.
Well the limbo train can keep going but I think I will Jump off this train next month.
Newman
me40; W43 M18; T~20 D18; S13 & S3 bomb 5/9/11 EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM
Separated 4/1/14
"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.
