I hate the weekends, especially Sunday. My W and I used to go to the grocery Sun morning and cook dinner together Sun night. I always enjoyed this time together.
Of course it didn't help that last night I started to have more thoughts of her in a potential affair. I try to kill these thoughts as soon as they happen but sometimes it gets the better of me. This whole thing would be easier if I could prove that she wasn't having one. But that's the problem. As long as I don't believe her word that she isn't in one (she has already said she's not) then I CANNOT prove it to myself.
I'm really trying to detach. I feel that I've made some progress over the last 2 months but I'm not even close to being there yet. I am proud that I haven't contacted her in 10 days so far. Trying to give her more space than she needs!
Me:38, Wife:36 M:8 T:13 No kids Bomb:3/10/13 W moved out:3/30/13 Started D paperwork: 10/14/13 D final: 12/30/13 To a future of love and happiness...
