I am on your similar timeline. Yesterday marked one year as the beginning of that light switch going off. of course I remember the date because it happened to be our anniversary. Here I was all excited...2years prior we had been celebrating in the Carribean. Had no idea there was even a light switch! I was so floundering in the dark.
so, yesterday, bought my own flowers and took my kids out to a nice dinner. Keep saying just another day(no it isn't, yes, it is..all day long)
So, now a day at a time. thoughts of stupid OW keep popping in from time to time, but know its more about H than her. some about her- thinks she's found her knight who is going to be her baby's daddy.
Back to me. need to go take a walk, need to read. Trying to read The Power of Now. Think I have developed ADD!
I read all these posts and get lost! Can't believe how many of us are out there! All I want is goodness, kindness justice in the world.


M48 H50
M21 T26
S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old
PA confirmed 7/2012
H separates 9/2012
H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY
OW still in picture. h filed 10/13