I'm sorry things didn't work out, but your new life is waiting for you w/open arms. Travel safely and enjoy your new beginnings. Having family, friends and that special someone near you will help you heal those wounds that you have attempted to heal for a very long time.
Wishing you all of the best that life has to offer.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.