I survived my 15 y anniversary by traveling to another state with a guy friend to look at a new horse to buy. My WAH agreed to come by the house & feed our dogs. He even texted me Happy Anniversary which irritated me because it started out to be the worst ever. Actually turned out great because the trip was so much fun I forgot all about it until it was time to return. I just didn't want to go back home. I am still having wild mood swings but I now think they are more about the marriage itself falling apart rather than my WAH himself. When I see him he is starting to look less and less attractive to me now that I am physically self improved due to my DB GAL at the gym and my WAH actually looks older & chubbier & more grey than I remember. Is this normal? Maybe I am being thrown into my own MLC from my WAHs MLC. I know this isn't part of the DB program but I have been starting to hang out with friends in their 30s & I am 54 even though people think I am mid 40. Does anyone have a take on this? It does lessen the pain at times because that age group is a lot more active & everyone I know my age doesn't like to do anything except watch TV and drink.
Me 54 H 53 T 19 M 15 (2nd both), 0 kids, 2 dogs, 1 horse H open heart surg12-12-12 H dropped bomb 3-5-13 H moved to lounge ~3-13-13 H rented house w/friend 4-6-13 H moved out 4-13-13
