what is she doing Not sure. It wasn't my turn to watch her.
does she feel the same as I do I don't know.
is she having a hard time with this too (maybe not as bad but is this bothering her... I don't know.
Why is she not contacting me Because she is not ready to.
Why is she so unwilling to talk and if she wants it over why is she not doing something about it. Because she is not ready to do anything
Do i really have a chance Yes. There is always a chance.
Why is not even saying where she moved to. She moved once i by chance found her. then a few months later she moves again. Does it matter where she lives right now?
I just feel like moving home is not the best thing but every one say it is. BS i say. But who knows. I cant wait to talk to my coach. Everyone i talk too says let her go divorce her even her family said so. they just want me happy. but I know that i have seen others get back together after some time. I also have a theropist that was separated for 5 years and there back and better. but yet she tells me no separation just get a divorce. just let her go. how can someone do that. I don't want to live here, either. However, it is one of the few options available. I can't go home just yet. I am not ready to. You have a safe place to go to. You will be okay there. Just take a good deep breath...
Ok off to cut the lawn here maybe for the last time. Lawn cutting was always good therapy for me.
i just feel so alone I understand that feeling. I am bored, too.
“Things turn out best for the people who make the best out of the way things turn out” ― Art Linkletter
