Yes this advice does help. but all during the packing all i think of is f&*( this. but i do it. I have packed the house all is out that I can get out. I had a gaol of getting my temporary saltwater tank setup at my dads and it is done. It is just so very depressing there and thats where i have to move to till i find a place. I am so depressed now and this has to be added to it. I need a place to call my own.
I just cant get my stupid head past thinking about WAW what is she doing does she feel the same as I do is she having a hard time with this too (maybe not as bad but is this bothering her... Why is she not contacting me Why is she so unwilling to talk and if she wants it over why is she not doing something about it. Do i really have a chance i know it will take time but if i stay the way i feel i dont know where i will wind up. so many more that i cant think of them. oh Why is not even saying where she moved to. She moved once i by chance found her. then a few months later she moves again.
I just feel like moving home is not the best thing but every one say it is. BS i say. But who knows. I cant wait to talk to my coach. Everyone i talk too says let her go divorce her even her family said so. they just want me happy. but I know that i have seen others get back together after some time. I also have a theropist that was separated for 5 years and there back and better. but yet she tells me no separation just get a divorce. just let her go. how can someone do that.
Ok off to cut the lawn here maybe for the last time.
