in_it, you've been on my mind. I, too, am concerned for you. Pregnancy is a trigger for some men. Your H is sounding really out of control and that can lead to escalation of his abuse.
If you can, get advice/support from someone in your home area. Most communities have anonymous hotlines. You shouldn't be figuring this out all on your own.
((( )))
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
