Trying to stay in it, keeps getting harder. #3

[in_it]

Haha! You counted the number of sentences after the remark of being able to afford it. That's something I would do! Thank you for making me giggle a bit!

I'm off to the gym now. Girls were in the bath when I left. They will be in bed when I get home. I don't think there will be anymore talking for a while. Usually when we have a discussion about our sitch it is several weeks before anything is said again. Right now my plan is to act as if & keep on keeping on.

I hope that the weekend can be somewhat peaceful. They are always hard. Too much time around each other I suppose.

Thanks for all the feedback. If H does engage in more conversation I will keep the same tactic as Wednesday. I do think that the broken record of me telling him to stop saying that I planned this is the way to go. He is so stubborn. He has to know this was not planned. He saw me take my birth control every night. I really think he is just scared of what OW will say or do when she finds out. I know I keep going back to it, but I wish he would just tell her already.

I have some thoughts about contacting my L. I will post them later when I have time. I would love some feedback when I do.