Tonight we went out to eat with family. She sat next to me. I think she might have actually touched me. So there are some positives. She hasn't dropped the D word this time around. Just stated she felt she is stuck in a cycle with me. Which I know is bat sh i t crazy talk.
She asked me to volunteer at S's school. That also a positive. She talks about going to vaca house. That is a positive.
I'm still sleeping in the master room. This is mostly me not leaving bedroom this time around. stopped being a baby and stayed in there.
I'm working on getting much thicker skin, although all things considering pretty thick.
