DBing, GALing and living oh my!

[cbtdad]

Mach, thanks for asking that question. It's not what I want. Nor do I think is best for our situation. I think it's best for me though. I have a hard time taking the emotions out of it and wanting to try and get us to MC. She says so many things and seems to be getting closer to that possibly, but actions like going to beach with OM's friend speak volumes otherwise. She states that she knows our marriage will work if we both want it to. So she's is worried bout trying to go to MC because she knows if we go it will work.
I disagree and tell her that I think we need to try before we know it would work.
I feel as what is the case is that she wants to see if there is any hope with OM and if there isn't then she will work on us.
That's where I begin to get frustrated and feel like I need to cut off contact