I will chose to allow myself to believe h is telling the truth about the ea not being a pa.
I will not allow my m to remain "stuck" while I wait for a different story and I will not allow myself to remain "stuck" based upon some fear that if I do believe h is telling the truth I will at some point down the line once comfortable with that belief have it pulled away from me with some new confession.
no sense in keeping myself stuck based on a possibility.
so then I forge ahead accepting that h is telling the truth.
