To answer your questions. Yes, having this going on, while we are going through therapy and being thrown in my face is a tough deal, if not a deal breaker. At least if we discussed it I would feel like we are following through with being honest with each other and really focusing in on moving forward. I have learned over the past couple months, as you all have as well, that my love for W means an ability to forgive in my heart the past things that once upon a time I didn't think I would. But having it continue while we are supposedly moving forward is really hurting me and I can tell, affecting how I am approaching her.
Me; 42, W; 43 M; 16 yrs S12, D9
3/13 - "I want to move to XYZ City (four hours away) and it might be without you, not sure" 5/13 - "Not sure I meant that"
