what I mean by having a talk with him is a in my opinion much need r talk.
I'm not feeling all that great about things and yes some of it is MY OWN things to deal with but I would like to be able to discuss openly h's a, the seperation etc. I don't want to beat a dead horse but for me the hourse isn't dead and I'd like to be able to talk to him about my feelings and questions that still remain in that regard.
