Hit hard still taking another step forward.

[T1000]

I tried the 5 Apology Langauges:
I scored highly on "Expressing Regret".

Unless someone can convince me otherwise I'm going with something like:

"I deeply regret how I behaved and how I treated you on Wednesday. I am so very sorry."
"If there is anything I can do to make it up to you please let me know?"
"Can you forgive me?"

I can't wait to get there and get this done. It's eating me.
I need to have no expectations, much easier said than done.
I think I need to go in there with the full intention of delivering the apology as best and sincerely as I can and be ready for anything. I have to accept that a frosty negative response is just as likely as anything and be ready to leave with nothing.
This could be the final nail. It always feels the final nail.