havent heard from him in two weeks, this is the longest we have ever gone without talking.

it makes it easier to detach though, and helps keep me focused on GAL.

I keep flip floping between missing the old him, wondering why hes like this, and I just dont care and cant wait to end this.

I hired a lawyer and responded to the D summons, so now we begin that dance.....

I just wish I could do anything to DB but I think staying dark is my best option right now.


H:25 M:25
T: 9 1/2 Yrs
M: 5 Yrs

trouble in paradise: 1/18
Big D: 2/10
EA confirmed 3/11
H Leaves me: 3/30
Files: 4/8
Served: 4/15
OW Confirmed: 8/6
Divorce Final: ???