Well, the other shoe dropped today. I got a call from the sheriff this morning. He was calling to tell me that he was a few blocks away from my job, and wanted to give me the paperwork. I wasn't there, so at this moment, I do not have them in hand. However, I know that tomorrow, will probably be ,"D," day.
A little shocked that I asked him to have the paperwork brought to my house. Then again, nothing that I ask for even seems to matter anymore. So again, shouldn't continue to let him hurt me. So more detaching is in order! Not snooping, but he popped up on my instant messenger today. His status says, I don't want to go to heaven, none of my friends will be there. Sums up, his current mental status pretty well. And yes, for the first time I think that it is a good idea, that i am nowhere near him right now. He's just not the same guy
While in theory, thinking that there could be R after our divorce is a nice thought. For me, I decided long ago, that once everything was final. That will signify this is end of my standing, and time for me to let this relationship go. I will be praying, and standing until then, but I just can't imagine that I will be able to come back from a divorce. I know how devastating it can be. My parents were divorced, and both of them have never fully recovered. I also don't think they have ever actually forgiven each other either
Heading to the beach tomorrow, water is always good for me. Then I am heading south, my friend's bought me a ticket home this weekend to visit them. I am truly blessed to have the people in my life that I do. Must have done something right
M 32 H 35 M 3/ SS 8yrs BD 7/5/12 S 10/1/12 H wants Divorce 1/13 It's official served 5/13
