Originally Posted By: jp787
Originally Posted By: cbtdad
I can immediately feel my emotions switch.


Horrible feeling isn't it...

That is something I need to get control over.


Yep. It's the feeling I have that tells me I'm not totally detached yet. I'm a lot further along then i use to be, but just that switch in emotions inside of me tells me I'm not there yet.
I'm gonna get there! And if I have to completely cutoff all talk other than son, then so be it.
I like how I feel and where I am with me when I'm not involved. So that's what I need to do


M 37 W 30
S 7
Together 10 years
Married 9 years
BD: 12/12/12(W filed same day)
I moved to apartment 1/11/13
W and S moved to MIL 1/11/13
Peicing: 6/3/13
Reconciled: 7/2013
BD2: 4/20/16
still working on it