In telling her where I am at etc. at first she seemed fine, slightly emotional but thanked me for being honest. Now she seems to be way more interested on what the hell is going on in my life. Also much more forward about not wanting things to be over.
The thing for me is this, I didn't get to where I am and make the decision to not want to be with her as a tactic to get her back. I simply want to live and do my own work. I have advised her when she asked that she also should take this opportunity and go on her own personal growth journey.
Not going back on what I have told her. I don't know what the future holds but in the present I don't desire to attempt to rekindle any intimacy with W. Also I am pretty sure she is just scrambling because now the choice is taken away from her. But I told her that I would in no way disrespect myself by being sloppy seconds.
Also even though she has rescinded some of the hurtful things she said, ( the script I suppose) she still has yet to own her A.
Anyway, life is great. I am happy where I am.
Me-36 W-31 M-7 S-5 BD Dec/12- things were wrong for awhile, head was in the sand
Seeking means: to have a goal Finding means: to be free, to be receptive, to have no goal
