Thanks kingdl. I appreciate the input. Your right she doesn't want to hear about me.
lovethehub, I didn't try because I didn't want her to go. I blamed how I felt in April because in April I made no effort to book the time off because I didn't want to do it for her because she was dating.
Deep down it was my insecurity and jealousy that stopped me from following through yesterday. I never told her the real reason. I'm ashed I behaved the way I did.
Not heard from W since I text her this morning about S3. I will see her tomorrow afternoon when I pick up the kids. Should I do anything? Apologize with no expectations? Ignore what happened? Act as if and move forward?
M36 W31 S4 S2 T5 M4 BD Jan12 S July12 Recon Sep12-Nov12 ILBINILWY Jan13 OM x 2 in 2013 W wants R July 13 I start D. Jan 14. Meet GF Nov 13 Have I changed enough? Jul 14
