You were kind enough to visit my thread, so howdy on yours.
Soooo, you are thinking of poking the Bear, huh?
If you could wait until after you speak to your coach, that would be best. Breathe in and breathe out.
Because if you push too fast or too hard, you may not get what you want or get a reaction that you are quite unprepared for. At least giving it until Monday will help you prepare as best you can if you decided to initiate what is essentially an R talk. I speak from experience. Had an anxiety attack and ended up in a R talk with my partner - and have not heard from him since. That was six weeks ago, after having semi-regular contact before then.
When you get impatient, just think of my cautionary tale. I absolutely get that this cannot go on forever but you can give it until Monday, right?