I made an appointment to talk with my coach on Monday. Hopefully I can last until then without blowing it or blowing up. Lord knows I want to.

No one can suck it up forever. Her treatment is too disrespectful, I will not put up with it. The longer I hold it in, the less I care what happens.

M: A really long time.
Crisis: 5 years.
She's still worth it.

Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by lack of meaning and purpose. -Viktor Frankl