Can I make a quick suggestion? Take it down immediately. You're not ready for that yet, and believe me when I tell you, if she ever finds out (she will most likely) she'll read that as you're done so she might as well be too.
Until you're done, know that there are plenty of people out there and you don't need to "peek" at it. It won't help and you're not done with this relationship yet.
Think about it at least.
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."