Wife has been gone the last 2 nights and I didnt even get a 30 second "Im calling to say goodnight to D3" last night.

so JP....to answer your question GREAT!

Tallula - THANK YOU for your awesome post. It crossed when I made my last post and today was my first time reading it. You are an amazing poster, you have a very graceful way of posting your emotions that I am jealous of. I agree wholeheartedly.......its not us smile

As D3 and I continue forming our "Team Awesome" I have been getting back into the morning exercise- last 3 days in a row. Its freaking early in the morning but the results are really starting to show now - I weighed in at 209.4 this AM (I was 263 Jan 1)

I was joking with lbh (left behind) That I can finally bend over without showing the world my a$$ crack

My wife will be home tonight and I wont be there. I have a mtg tonight at 6:45 and will keep myself busy until before and will be home too late after.

Being around her causes me pain because of her carelessness. I am not scared of her I just choose not to subject myself to it - MY CHOICE

In the morning when im exercising if she chooses to join - fine. Might even be a pleasant surprise. Either way, im doing what im doing and will see her at the breakfast table with D3

I will say this........The sun coming back and summer approaching does make things brighter!


Thanks again- to ALL of you for caring

ME 38 W 37
T18 M5
D3
BD 1/7/13
PA Conf 2/11/13- Ongoing
2nd simultaneous affair Confirmed 4/19/13
W gets APT and begins transition out 5/29/13
First mediation appt 12/19/13