He just left for work, twice now in 2 days he's said goodbye w/our 3x kiss (it was our thing) on the lips. He looked into my eyes as he used to and laid them on me.
I feel like a robot about now! Going through some motion because I'm being pointed into that direction. It wasn't bad, it's just not genuine.
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!