I handled today very badly, that is obvious. I think it all stems from my insecurity and trying to control W to lesson my insecurity and failing miserably in the process.
Don't beat yourself up too bad. I almost did the same thing this week. I'm taking my 4 D's out of town to visit family, only I was originally only going to take 3 because the 4th had an event scheduled. I got the event rescheduled, but wasn't going to tell W until later in the week so she and OM had less time to come up with a lie to their spouses about how to meet up while the girls and I are out of the picture for two days.
Then I remembered that isn't who I want to be, and even though I don't "owe" her all the information I have, I didn't want to withhold information out of selfishness and insecurity and pettiness.
It happens. Learn from it and move on.
-PM
M:12y - BD:12/11 - D:6/13 - 4Ds
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." -MLK Jr.
