No longer treading water, must either sink or swim

[Grizz]

It feels kinda like waiting on a surgery. You are nervous about it if it is scheduled a few weeks away but you wish it would happen tomorrow to just get it over with.

So W is fixing D hair for dance pictures. She asks me if I want to learn how to do it. I said that's ok. She said I may need to know how some day. I said I am sure I could find someone to do it (not meaning it to be a jab at her). She rolled her eyes and shook her head. I said what. She said "nothing".

I can't win. I thought I over analyzed things. I thought I had done a good job being cordial over the past few days and now she thinks that I am "sticking it to her" (for any Seinfeld fans out there). "Sigh"