Hit hard still taking another step forward.

[T1000]

I don't just have the kids two weekends a month. I do a lot to relieve her of the kids and to spend time with them.

I take every Friday afternoon off work to drive a 3 hour round trip to pick them up. I also spend 3 hours every Sunday taking them back.
She does no driving and has every weekend off and nearly all public holidays.

I handled today very badly, that is obvious.
I think it all stems from my insecurity and trying to control W to lesson my insecurity and failing miserably in the process.
I wasn't wiling to come out admit that to myself early this morning. I even tried to hide it and justify my actions to myself.

My validation is shockingly bad. I don't get it.
Is there any specific books I could read or listen to on it.

I thought with recent revelations she would care how I feel. I must have been wrong.
This is the DB forum and she is a WAS.

I might put on my phone.
STFU
WAS
DB