I slept strangely well last night considering I just found out I'm having twins & still need to tell H.
I have IC later this morning. I'm going to talk it out with c & then see how I feel. I've came down with a nasty head cold & am not feeling well. I hope I can kick it soon.
M 34 H 35 D 7 D 6 M 10 T 14 Pregnant w/ boy/girl twins-due 12/2013 BD 12/15/12
Thanks Papa4Life! I will say I'm quite nervous about having twins, with or without H I know it will be a challenge. I'm up for it & think I will have a great support system around me to help out. I have so much to learn.
I still need to tell H about the twins. Things have been going pretty good the past couple of days & I don't know if I'm ready for what's to come when I do tell him. I don't really want to deal with his reaction or comments right now.
On another note…a bit of an update: I have not engaged or initiated contact by calling or texting H for 4 days now. This is a record, for sure.
H & I have been having nice conversation & he even initiated a hug yesterday. I couldn't believe it.
I do have to admit, I still fantasize about contacting OW. Not as much, but the urge is still there. I even started a letter to her by typing it on my notes app on my phone. I can say that after reading it several times & even adding to it I know it would not be a good idea to actually send. I do think that typing it out has helped me.
Back to telling H about the twins…how do I bring it up? I know I can't hold off much longer.
Going to dinner with a couple of friends tonight. I think this will be good for me.
M 34 H 35 D 7 D 6 M 10 T 14 Pregnant w/ boy/girl twins-due 12/2013 BD 12/15/12
Does anybody else feel a backslide before it actually happens? I think I've stopped a few from taking place because I've overcame my emotions before reacting to something. I couldn't believe it after the fact. I actually refrained from doing something stupid & in the moment.
M 34 H 35 D 7 D 6 M 10 T 14 Pregnant w/ boy/girl twins-due 12/2013 BD 12/15/12
amazing!!! i sure wish I could do that... kudos to you in_it!!
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
