BR..we have corresponded before and our sitchs are similar. U r right in that i should not be sending nasty texts or responding to H. It definitely makes things worse. I put up w the lies n running around for so long until i just crack.

Been sad again lately. H and i are going further apart. I think we need to separate bc there is too much damage n too many lies. It just hurts n its dragging on forever. Im considering just walking away. Taking kids n moving someplace new. I want a fresh start. It just hurts n it hurts bc i really don't feel Like h cares at all. he has no job but he never home. In tired of wondering where he going n what he doing. I can't play this game forever.


me-42
H-41
S-12
S-8
M-15 yr
f/o bout OW- 11-29-12
H moved out 10-31-13
Filed for divorce 12-27-13
D- 10-21-14