Thanks All ~ I just feel like I have been giving space... and that I was GAL (maybe not with detachment), but still yanno?... I don't text or call to "chat" and neither does he. So I became/am discouraged.
I will find the time to start living more of a normal life. I will help Mom around the house, cook some meals, clean (I haven't been) ... guilt.
I will continue to socialize with friends, they seem to really care & help ALOT.
I will focus more on my daughter, she deserves the attention (not H).
I will organize my business life... in kind of a paper mess.
I will go to the doctor, and inquire about better meds, therapy, and sleeping pills (for the tough days only).
I will look into legal advice.
I will "ACT AS IF"... because I deserve better!
Should I go remove/take down more of my belongings out of the house as he asked? Even if I just put it into the attic? or let him do it?
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
