Thanks for the advice, but I know when its time to pack it up, and its time... I am tired.. Things are never gonna change, she is just going to keep using me and using me till there is nothing left.. So I am through... I give.. I tried and that all I can ever ask ofme.. I tried.. For over a year and a half, I have tried... Its over.. Time to file and get on with my life... I have too much self respect left to be played a fool anymore... Time to wake the Fu@@ up and move on...
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
If this is honestly how you feel at the core of your being Kevin...and NOT just a REACTION to something your W did or didn't do, then you should follow your heart.
If you have one niggling little doubt though that you still aren't ready to fie up just yet...then you would be doing YOURSELF a great disservice by throwing in the towel.
We all feel like giving up at various times, that is just the way it is with this type of stuff. It IS emotionally and physically draining to say the least.
Only YOU can decide what is best for you though.
I would recommend sleeping on it first rather then grabbing up the phone and telling W it is over and you are filing. What would she think if you would then again change your mind?? Would that not be just "more of the same"?
Think on it HARD!!!!
Hugz, Zoo
"If patience is worth anything, it must endure to the end of time. And a living faith will last in the midst of the blackest storm."
- Mahatma Gandhi
