I agree Grizz, I am not mean by nature either. Several people have told me a lot of times being nice is mistaken for weakness. Right now a day before my 15 year anniversary, I feel weak & circling the drain about to go down. This is a horrible tough road to travel - roller coaster - up & down. I am exhausted from it. I keep thinking about my wedding day. So tired from the pain. I wonder why one day we are feeling strong & powerful, full of confidence the DBing is working, then the next it is flipped like a light switch, and we feel like this is a never ending twisting knife in the heart?
Me 54 H 53 T 19 M 15 (2nd both), 0 kids, 2 dogs, 1 horse H open heart surg12-12-12 H dropped bomb 3-5-13 H moved to lounge ~3-13-13 H rented house w/friend 4-6-13 H moved out 4-13-13
