What a mess.. At least my Wife has stopped talking about moving back to Texas. Now she is just talking about getting a bigger apartment.. We got screwed on the one she is in now because I only had 1 day to find a place to live in a town that I had never been to before. So hopefully she wil get one that is cheaper.. The place I live is cheaper but its probably not a god idea for her to live so closeto me.. I have got to detach.. Spending time with her has just put me back to square one with detaching.. I dont know what else to do now.. I dont really have any close friendshere so I really have no one to talk to except for the db people and even then its hard because they are going through the same things.. I just need to give up and move on with my life.. I know I can find another Woman but I didnt want another woman I wanted my Wife and family. But it seems that is just a pipe dream.. She is just too far gone and into herself..
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
