Thanks bug. I think I figured out this morning that I'm disappointed in myself for feeling that fb leash around my neck again. Ive been checking fb now every hour looking for updates or signs of his activity. It was nice to have a break from that torture. I didn't appreciate how nice it was! Now my instinct to monitor and feel monitored is back. I can't unfriend him, it would send the wrong message. Both of our accounts still say 'married' and all of his pics of me and our family are still on his profile with his loving comments from a year ago. Really messes with my head. Thanks for reminder, I ALLOW It to mess with my head so it's my choice to not be affected.
Deactivate Facebook. It's liberating.
-PM
M:12y - BD:12/11 - D:6/13 - 4Ds
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." -MLK Jr.
