Thanks snodderly.... yes it did hurt to see his car there.. but unfortunately I am use to it... (well as use to it as I can be)we live in a small town.. so even thou I don't see it very often.. friends have a need to tell me about it from time to time.
I just need to go dimmer.. back away.. because things like this still hurt me I am not detached enough.. still way to affected by the person she has become.. in a weird way it's comforting to know she is doing typical MLC stuff.. it's easier to follow what might happen next as she moves on with her life.... just doesn't hurt any less.
M-39 W-41 T-9yrs BD-Dec 2012 “regardless of your choices and the fact that they may have caused me to experience painful emotions, I still love you because I recognize the purpose of our journey.”
