Not confused...trying to keep hope alive!!!

[BRNR]

I am not sure where we go from here, but I have other things to deal with tomorrow such as hopefully retaining my job that I never returned to today. God knows I don't want to lose that right now, and things aren't looking good that I didn't hurt myself with this one.

Oh, I did retain my job. Wheww!!! But I am on very thin ice and was told "I need to get my head in the game". So I am focused on getting right at work right now...that has to be my number one priority...