Thanks for the good advice. I have always been a wife and mom first and foremost so GAL is going to be weird to me if that makes sense cause that is my life. The weather is finally warming up so of course there is yard work which was one of the things we liked doing together. I have taken a long hard look in the mirror and have seen things that I need to change and so now all I do is beat myself up and take full responsibility for EVERYTHING. I still love him so much and I know he is struggling with things I don't understand and I just feel so lost right now. I can relate to so many stories here. I have lots of work ahead and am willing to do what it takes to save my M. Thanks so much for listening!
