right now, he believes I have given up & let go. I need to stay dim/dark... and heal myself.

I need to believe this for myself too. Is this ok to do? Maybe some time to realize that I cannot be his business partner, or anything ...

M:46 H:49 T:20yrs
myD:22
H distant summer/12
H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12
BD: Dec 2/12
asked me begin to move end of Jan/13
moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff)
"agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)