They are still there but they havent been at the forefront of this event at all. There has been a calmness to an extent regarding my W and my trust an fear and controlling. The only controlling has been me trying to save my family. Normally I would control for no good reason. Cant explain it other than the current sitch scared me straight a bit. I have been going to therapy about it also and have learned to self soothe a bit ... but the reality is that the LRT has forced me to step back and not be so concerned over what u cant control.
M: 43 W: 43 Married: 17 Together: 20 BD: 4/8/13 no legal or physical S as of yet 3 kids: S:14 D:13 D:9 W admitted EA: 5/5/13 Mediation started: 6/3/13 W says EA is done: 6/30/13 - still interested in D
